I would like to share an experience I had.
Ok, so I took a nap this late afternoon because I was just so tired I couldn´t keep my eyes open.- This does not happen very often, but it was the side effect- or blessing- of the lack of sleep last night. Anyhow, I was so tired my body just demanded sleep. It felt as if I fell asleep almost instantly. I had a dream where I was somewhere and seeing one of my old schoolmates (and kind of friend). Can´t tell what city it was, but I passed her on an escalator. (Not a dream I won’t go too deep into details, because it seemed kind of random) The next thing I remember I was having this really nice dream about 2 young lovers, who couldn´t be together because of one family not accepting their love- I know, sounds like a Romeo and Juliette type of thing.
However, this dream was kind of strange, because at the beginning I was one of the 2 lovers and then as the scenes changed I got replaced by another girl. Which made me the dreamer again. (Now, while I´m writing this I´m getting to see and understand what this change in characters was trying to tell me. Clearly, it is pointing to everyone being me pushed out. I´m just noticing this… Wooow)
So as I continue dreaming, as I mentioned, I become the dreamer again who is watching the scenes as they unfold. Suddenly I notice that I am aware of watching the scenes in front of me. I mean now I´m experiencing that I am watching the scenes and dreaming- but I am not seeing myself. Just knowing that I am dreaming- I have had lucid dreams where I was within the scene like really vivid and stuff, but this was different (not even sure if I would call it a lucid dream). My mind was aware of what was going on and that I was suddenly active within that dream- without really being in it as a character. I was watching what was happening and being aware at the same time. However, as soon as I was aware of that state I started my “inner conversation” regarding my finances.- Earlier that day I had started with inner conversations regarding my financial desires (living in the end of the wishes fulfilled). AS soon as I had spoken the first statement (I said things like “I am so happy that I am financially free, etc) I felt this energy rushing through my body and a feeling of “It is done!”- as if it was not necessary to mention it because it was already part of my reality. I went on with all my other statements regarding all areas of my life. Every time I was feeling the same feeling of it already being mine. The more I did it the more it almost felt ridiculous to even state them. It was so crystal clear that all of it was truly part of my experiences already, like no doubt whatsoever. It would always feel like “Yes, it´s yours already!” “Yeah, you got that already!” and so on. All clarifications are that it´s mine and I´m fully enjoying those things exactly as I´m speaking them. Those feelings were so intense, that I´m not sure I to be able to do them justice by describing them. I kept the momentum going and continued these inner conversations- which I normally have during the day with myself- until I felt almost exploding with energy. Then I got more and more aware of the 3D world and started waking up.
When I woke up I knew I had everything I desired. I was living in my desired reality, I had no doubt about that. Everything was very clear to me. There is no need to continue with the inner conversations or anything because everything is already my reality. It is here and now!
I am so crazy calm and 100% certain that all my desires are fulfilled and I am living in them. I really can´t describe this feeling well, but it´s a knowingness of whatever I want I already have.- Which is something I knew before and believed to be true, but now I have the confirmation of it.
I am very pleased to have experienced this, it´s one of those puzzles I needed for things to click. Very grateful!